saturday

cleaned up the workplace today. met jy for shopping. it was nice to see her again. been on a shopping spree yesterday and today, bought so much clothes, don't know when i'd get a chance to wear them.

met bob for dinner, had big delicious bun and sushi. we were so tired after a long tiring day of work we slept on the journey home.

i don't know why i'm bothering to report fucking details to yj. i'm bloody single and i can choose to date anyone anytime anywhere. since there were disputes about commitments so why am i so fucking bothered? i have never dated anyone who never sent me home. i don't respect people who don't send their gfs home. i just don't. if it bothers guys, then dun talk about taking what good care of their gfs. go be freaking gays.

the things that add up altogether juz pisses me off no matter how hard i try to be merrier. the 2 faced hypocrites shit at work, fucking bothered yj stuff, depression stunts, harassment calls... when i can take it no longer, i'd really fucking end it. juz wait for these people who are making my life difficult feel guilty for the rest of their lives cos i'm gonna be around to haunt them in their dreams and their darkest moments.